He wasn't sure how long it had been since her passing. The pain still vibrated through his chest like the pounding of a waterfall. Feelings of anger pooled deep inside, but he knew acting on his emotions would never bring her back. Sunlight shone through the drizzle that coated his thick, blue-grey coat with millions of tiny droplets. It glimmered in his eyes and made him blink a few times before he found shade under a nearby boulder. Rainwatcher listened as the sounds of a busy camp hummed in his ears. There were several new members since the battle between Riverstar's rogues and Waterclan. Many of the traitorous cat's followers had decided to stay after realizing how corrupt he had been. Another fragment of grief struck his heart as he pictured her face. "Violetstar, I miss you." He murmured softly before resting his head on his paws. His thoughts drifted to that moment when he vowed to protect her kits. Ah, yes. That is what he lived for. Each one of them were so precious to him. He would not let any harm come their way.